I don’t know..Why..??
Sometimes I want to say something
but I never let it to be
even when it cause a suffocation inside
maybe because I feel afraid of something
or maybe I can't find the words
but whatever the reasons behind
I just can't..I don't know why...

I believe music can make me happy anytime
but sometimes even my favorite song
don't give me a high
I don't know why...

Sometimes I feel like I want someone
to share everything in Life
but at the same time I feel like I am good alone
maybe because I Love my own company
or maybe that someone is so difficult to find
whatever it is..I don't know why...

I always try to figure out what I really wish
but I never get up with what I actually want
maybe because I know what I want can never be mine
or maybe I don't want anything else other than that
it always ends up with a confusion in my mind 
I don't know why...

Sometimes I want to forget something
but it seems like everything reminds me of it
maybe because I can't control my memories
or maybe my emotions controls me
whatever it is..I don't know why...

Mostly I never get what I really want
maybe because Life don't give us what we want most
or maybe we want most what we don't get
whatever it is..I don't know why...

Even, I don't know why i am writing this
maybe I am quite stupid
or may be I just want to write
but right now i have only four words to say
I DON'T KNOW WHY....!!!