Memories

This is one of the best instrumental I have ever listen..

It is one of the most relaxing music..this is a music that can drift you in space of your memories, if You are listening it in complete silence. I know, no words can match this instrumental, inspite, I tried to give some words for this amazing violin music. 

Doesn't matter how beautiful the moment is..
how desperately you want it to freeze..
but you can't stop to fade it away..
all you can do is to just live it..!!

Doesn't matter how hard you wish..
to go back in time..
you can never be in the same moment..
once it slip away in the time span..
all you can do is..
to feel trail of smog you leave behind..
in your memories..!!

Doesn't matter how badly you miss something..
that you left on the way of your journey..
you always end up with the fact..
time moves on..!!

Doesn't matter what you get..
may be a whole life or may be just a moment..
with the peoples to whom you Love..
I think..
a single moment is always enough..!!

Doesn't matter how many peoples are around you today..
but one day you will definitely left alone..
this is a truth..as nothing is eternal..!!

If you have lived the best moments of your Life..
with your heart, with your soul..
then you can walk anytime to them..
in your memories..
and then you can say..
"doesn't matter..even if time goes on"

Still holding at that moment..

When we first met..

may be we were strangers to each other

But I was feeling like "I know You"

Then time moves on..

I found myself so busy in starring You..

and keep wondering about..

that intense infatuation

Then time moves on..

Slowly we started to talk

Slowly our conversations grew

Slowly we became friends

Then time moves on..

Slowly I realized..

Don't know how or when but..

I was in Love with You

Then time moves on..

For You, it was just a little friendship..

But for Me, it was only Love..!!

I wanted to tell You everything..

But words never come so easily

Then time moves on...

I always held back my feelings..

afraid to loose even that friendship..

Just hoping if You would give me a sign

Then time moves on..

Later on, I realized..

Our journey was for very short duration..

And it is just at the verge to end

Then time moves on..

Our paths were separated..

That can never meet again

I know time moves on

But I am keep holding at that moment..

When we last met...for Forever..!!

I Think...

This is a glimpse of what I  feel everyday..!!

Short recording...
This is the background theme song of one of the Zee Tv serial 
(Jodha Akbar - In aankhon mein tum jabse ho gaye gum).
I tried to sing those lines in my voice..and this is my best till yet...!!

Download- Right click-> Save audio as..

I don’t know..Why..??
Sometimes I want to say something
but I never let it to be
even when it cause a suffocation inside
maybe because I feel afraid of something
or maybe I can't find the words
but whatever the reasons behind
I just can't..I don't know why...

I believe music can make me happy anytime
but sometimes even my favorite song
don't give me a high
I don't know why...

Sometimes I feel like I want someone
to share everything in Life
but at the same time I feel like I am good alone
maybe because I Love my own company
or maybe that someone is so difficult to find
whatever it is..I don't know why...

I always try to figure out what I really wish
but I never get up with what I actually want
maybe because I know what I want can never be mine
or maybe I don't want anything else other than that
it always ends up with a confusion in my mind 
I don't know why...

Sometimes I want to forget something
but it seems like everything reminds me of it
maybe because I can't control my memories
or maybe my emotions controls me
whatever it is..I don't know why...

Mostly I never get what I really want
maybe because Life don't give us what we want most
or maybe we want most what we don't get
whatever it is..I don't know why...

Even, I don't know why i am writing this
maybe I am quite stupid
or may be I just want to write
but right now i have only four words to say
I DON'T KNOW WHY....!!!

When we met…

I always knew, something is missing
this heart is keep waiting for someone
when i met you i realized
that was for you, you were the only one

When i saw you and you looked me
I felt as i am in a dream
I knew straight away
We were destined to meet

I stared you in the way
wishing you are mine
that was the moment where
I wanted to freeze time

I can't put into words
the way you made me feel
I never felt this way
that was the best thing
happened to me

From that moment
everything changed for me
my loneliness all melted away
since then you are always with me

I feel myself so blessed
distance dosen't matters for me
I can found you in my heart
can embrace you in my dreams..<3

I wish for a night..
I wish for a night, in my Life
where nobody is around
only You and I

A feel of the cool winds
and the million stars, up in the sky
but you are shining even more brighter
this is a thing that i can't deny

I am lying in your loving arms
looking in your beautiful eyes
I just wanna the moment to freeze here
yes, the moment, where you are all mine

I am just feeling you all around
this is only, the magic of your sight

It's a night of silence with unspoken words
only a light of Love, is in our eyes...<3 

This is my world of fantasy...keep away your
 reality..!!

I  Wish…

Oh...!! I just wish..i think the most frequent words we use whenever we really want something. Yesterday i read somewhere the point of views of so many peoples about.."what happiness is". I think if you get something, for what you have said these two words "I Wish", then it is actual happiness. We all have so many wishes, some are weird, that we know can never come true, because, they are the part of our world of fantasy, but some wishes are real, try to fulfill them. Always keep your wish alive, and who knows...someone, somewhere will make your wish come true..:)

 I think, The most luckiest person would be, who find something that he never thought about, and then discover that he never wish for anything else.

   I like to get wet in rain..

   I like the sound of rain..

   I like the feel of rain..

  I like watching rain..

 I just...

          Love Rain..!!

Childhood Memories never fades away. If someone would ask me in single line.. then i must say.. these are the timeless treasure of moments remains in heart for forever....!!!

In love with my own solitude...

Solitude to me is just like Heaven on Earth. I have never found a companion that was so companionable as solitude. Sometimes we need to give time to ourselves, and it is always being best for me.

Today's day was hecktic, but in evening, clouds covered the sky and rain started. Pressure of whole day melted away for me, when i played the music and started to feel the moment. I always feel as i am in another world, whenever i just surrender myself in the arms of my own solitude in this way. My mind start to replay my memories, and looks like i am browsing my book of Life once again.
Some secrets, some memories are always hidden in deep inside, which is only known to me and my heart. Whenever i spent time with myself, my solitude start to uncover all those layers of memories. They again start to flash in my mind, and it looks like i am living those moments once again. I think, this is why, i enjoy the company of my solitude most.

Best way for me to walk over..!!

Perfect place for me to enjoy my own 
solitude...my best companion...!!!

Secret of  Life

Secret of Life is hidden in the Magical  Moments.

Before to understand this, we need to understand the importance of a moment.

Importance of a Moment

Life is a treasure of moments. To understand the importance of a moment, we need to understand that Life is only a blink of eye in the span of eternity includes a chain of moments. This chain of moments only moves in forward way, means, once a moment pass away, it will never come back. We can't hold a moment for eternity because time moves on. Nothing is permanent, even entire universe. We born, live, and then die. 

Things changes with time & they can't regain the same, what they were before a moment. Once we take step forward in the next moment, we leave the traces in form of memories or history for us, and our next generation, termed as past. We need to understand the importance of a single moment. Most oftenly, we miss the moment when they become the part of our memory and then start to realize the potential of a moment. So, value the moment before it turns in the memory. Always remember 

"whatever is, it is right now"

This moment is our biggest asset.

Magical Moment Decoded

As i said earlier, Life is a treasure of moments, but for me, Life is all about the Magical Moments i lived, or i will. There are always some breathtaking moments in our Life and these are very close to magical moments, but not exactly.

"Magical Moments are the moments were you just wish to freeze time. You wish to keep stay so long or spent your entire Life in that moment."

Believe me, if you are in a magical moment then it is enough to live complete Life in that moment. In our whole Lifetime, we witness so many magical moments, Sometimes blessed by our destiny & sometimes we also have the opportunity to transform a simple moment into magical moment.

इस ज़िन्दगी में बहुत से पल आते हैं.....गुज़र जाते हैं 
कुछ पल इस दिल में बस जाते हैं 
पर जिन लम्हों में ये दिल चाहे
कि वक़्त की नब्ज़ यहीं थम जाये 
तो समझ लेना यही हैं वो पल, जो जिंदगी कहलाते हैं....!!!

Art of Living with Magical Moments

If we get able to transform a simple moment in a magical moment, then how interesting it would be...!! Can we do this..?? Yes, we can.

For example, if you are nature loving & you are in a place were you are enjoying beauty of it, then definitely, it will be your breathtaking moment. Now, if you also love music then you should also add the flavour of music in it. In this way, you are adding more feel to that moment & then it is about to turn in the magical moment. If you will learn this art of how to transform a moment in magical moment & how to make the moment so special for yourself, then you will come to know that till now you were only alive, but now you have been started to live Life. One of the unfortunate thing is that we are always getting ready to live but never living.. Leave this habit. Identify the importance of every moment, try to collect the magical moments as much as possible i.e.

"Try to reveal the Life which is hidden in the Magical moments. This is the Art of Life & Core Secret of Life."

Compromise Vs Sacrifice

Lets try to understand this by a practical example. For instance, If there is a poor child whose parents taught him, that they can't afford his education, then that child is bound to make compromise....on the other hand if he has one brother, and parents taught him that they can afford education of only one of them, then if that child take the decision to give this opportunity to his brother, keeping his own dreams at stake then this is sacrifice.

Now the difference is very clear.

Compromise is done when we have no choice and we are bound to make it., but in case of sacrifice we always have two options i.e. one for our own happiness and second for others. If we took the second option then it is sacrifice. Again, compromise is done for our own and sacrifice done for others.

In simple words..."Sacrifice is a compromise for someone else happiness."

Here is also a similarity. Both of them take us away from our desires and dreams but in case of sacrifice we can live our dreams with the eyes of that person for whom we have done sacrifice.

For some peoples there whole Life is a big compromise then literally, it is not a compromise, it is their destiny, their fate.

We all are bound with our fate, but we are supposed to act as if we are not. Today i read somewhere that "It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves"...I think may be this is true but only to some extent, not completely. I am a true believer of destiny. If The Fault Is In Our Stars nothing can help us. The only thing which is in our hands, is to accept the things, which are falling apart us due to our destiny irrespective of weather they are good or bad. we can't change our future, we can only alter it to a little bit by our serious efforts.

Dedicated to mom and dad on marriage anniversary 

लम्हों की बारिश में आज

फिर से है वो पल आया 

जो है आपके इस प्यारे रिश्ते का साक्षी 

और याद हर लम्हे की जो साथ बिताया 

जिंदगी के इस सफ़र में हमें 

आपसे बहुत कुछ समझ आया 

प्यार क्या है, विश्वास क्या है 

हमारा ये दिल आपसे ही तो जान पाया 

परछायी भी छोड़ देती है साथ अँधेरे में 

पर चाहे दिन हो या रात 

चाहे दुःख की हो आँधी, चाहे ख़ुशी की हो बरसात

एक सच्चे हमसफ़र की तरह हमने 
आपको एक दूसरे के साथ में पाया 

लफ़्ज़ों में बयां हो नहीं सकती 

आपके रिश्ते की खूबसूरती 

नज़र ना लगे इस रिश्ते को कभी 

जिस रिश्ते को खुदा ने इतनी शिद्दत से बनाया 

हम जो भी हैं आज बस आपसे ही हैं 

आपने ही ज़िन्दगी की राहों पे चलना सिखाया 

हर ख्वाब हर ख्वाइश पूरी हो आपकी 

दुआ है बस इतनी रहे आप पर 

हर पल उस रब का साया  

Yaadein

Remembering the short memories is the best way to live past...

ज़िन्दगी के पन्नों को फिर से पलटने का मौका हैं यादें 

कुछ अहसासों को फिर से जीने का मौका हैं यादें 
किसी के पास ना होने पर भी उसे महसूस करने का जरिया हैं यादें 
तन्हाई के सफ़र में एक सच्ची हमसफ़र हैं यादें 
ज़िन्दगी का एक खूबसूरत हिस्सा हैं यादें 
जिसके पास जीने कि वजह नहीं उसके लिए ज़िंदा रहने का एक सहारा हैं यादें 

लबों पे हँसी आँखों में नमी 
कभी किसी के पास होने का एहसास 
कभी साथ ना होने कि कमी
बीते हुए पलों कि एक धुंधली सी तस्वीर बना देती हैं यादें 
यूँ तो हर गुजरता लम्हा बन जाता है याद 
पर सिर्फ कुछ खास बीते लम्हों की गहराई में खो जाना 
हाँ.…कुछ ऐसी ही होती हैं यादें......!!!!

अक्सर बहुत सी बातें अनकही रह जाती हैं
बहुत सी ख्वाइशें अधूरी रह जाती हैं
ज़ज्बात लफ्जों में बयां हो नहीं पाते
और ज़िन्दगी बस यूँ ही गुजर जाती है
बहुत खुशनसीब होते हैं वो जिनके कुछ ख्वाब हो जाते हैं पूरे
किसी कि तो एक आरज़ू भी पूरी हो नहीं पाती है 

ज़िन्दगी 
एक हक़ीक़त जिसमे ज़ीना मजबूरी है 
एक ख्वाब जो ख्वाब में ही पूरा हो सकता है 
एक सवाल जिसका जवाब खुद एक सवाल है 
कुछ यादें जिन्हे बार बार जीने को दिल चाहे 
कुछ जज्बात जो कभी पूरे नहीं हो सकते 

Valentine Day Special

जिंदगी क़े इस सफ़र में 
जब किसी का हाथ थामने को दिल चाहे 
जब किसी के साथ कदम मिलाने को दिल चाहे 
जब किसी को हमसफ़र बनाने को दिल चाहे 
तो शायद ये प्यार है 

लम्हों की बारिश में किसी के साथ भीग जाने को दिल चाहे 
ख्वाइशों के आइने में सिर्फ उसी का चेहरा नजर आये 
उसकी हर एक अदा में खो जाने को दिल चाहे 
उसके हर एक एहसास में बस जाने को दिल चाहे 
तो शायद ये प्यार है 

उसकी एक हँसी के लिए कुछ भी कर जाने को दिल चाहे 
उसके ख्वाबों को अपना बना लेने को दिल चाहे 
उसकी ख़ुशी के लिए मिट जाने को दिल चाहे 
तो शायद नहीं..... यही प्यार है...!!!

I think Life is.......

Few moments to cherish...few moments of trouble
Few moment with friends...few moment of being alone...this is life..

Some unspoken words...some unsaid feelings...
Some unfulfilled dreams...some faded memories...
Only left with the pain of unexpressed emotions....this is life...

Few breathtaking moments...few moments of cry...
Few moments with someone...few moments to say goodbye...this is life...

To fall in love...to get someone...
To spent the moments...being with someone...this is life...

How Dependent Are We on  Technology

Few days back, i read this article. I found this quite interesting that how strongly we are dependent on technology and the social media. In today's world everybody is a part of this. A question that was asked in this article was "why do people lay their emotions on twitter and facebook". one answer could be that the social networks are the easiest place to share emotions with others without having explain to yourself. But don't you think that bonding with family and friends decrease alarmingly as we increasingly interface technology for almost every emotional need, actually i think so.

Technology provides help to keep connected with all our friends and closer ones. But i think there is a need to keep connect with those peoples who are very close to us outside the technology. We should remember that technology is only a part of our life, it is only to help us so don't get addicted of this. There are many things in life to do beyond this virtual world of technology...don't forget this. So i believe in enjoying life more in this real world rather than the virtual world of technology. 

This is the song which i recorded on my own. It took about a week for me to practice for this and then to record it. Truly, i have never shown this kind of efforts in anything before. Literally i don't like english songs that much as compared to hindi bollywood songs but i don't know that why this song make me feel like so touching...but yeah here i can say that this is one of the song which i like most.
I really glad that now i have my own channel on youtube

https://www.youtube.com/user/amitmelodious

Maybe people are not looking to it, but really i don't made this channel for a kind of publicity. I like to write blogs, own channels only because to appreciate myself and to remind myself again and again that i am something different from others and to create the memories for my future. So after 10-20 years when i will look back to what i have done in my past then i would have something interesting to look upon.

So finally after a long time i am back again...This is the first poem which is written by me. After writing of this poem i am surprised that even i can write poem (sounds quite good). Anyways i like my efforts and it will remember me forever.